I still have 40-50 lbs to lose but having lost 30 lbs already I’m confident that I’ll get to my goal weight by the end of this year. I’m just scaredthat it’ll talk longer to get there than I want it to.
Now that I’ve done so well eating at least 1200 calories daily, I’ve decided to start exercising more often so I can start toning up my body. Hopefully I lose my fear of going to the gym so I can start weight training again.
No longer PRO-ANA or PRO-MIA
This tumblr no longer promotes any kind of eating disorder. This tumblr is only here to document my weight loss journey and struggles.
The only thing that still keeps me going is losing weight. If I didn’t have that I’d probably be gone because I feel like I can’t handle my life anymore.
I’m down to 180 lbs
and I now have 5 lbs to go until I reach my second goal weight of 175 lbs. I haven’t been updating much because there hasn’t been much to update about. I’m still eating under 1200 calories and drinking lots of water and green tea.
I have stopped exercising regularly because the weather has been a mess or I’ve been too sick. Hopefully when the weather gets better I’ll start walking again.
I’m so tired.
December was such a good month for me.
I lost so much weight and I got used to eating a lot less and exercising again.
January…not so much.
I’m going to try fasting all this week and hopefully getting back to exercising at least three times a week for an hour.
Eating only fruits and veggies (maybe some baked chicken too) because I went overboard with fucking carbs today.
It pisses me off every time I binge because I hate having practically no self-control when it comes to food.
